Is it pregnancy hormones… or is it Gene Keys?

“Change starts with us if we want to change how we experience our life”

Recently I was reviewing some Gene Keys course materials. And something that seems ordinary in my everyday life last week had me thinking about the changes within us when we work with the Gene Keys.

Is it really food we need?

On a particular night last week, I was in a bit of a mood, a mix of hunger and frustration. I don’t know what I wanted for dinner. I was eating carbo one after another because I couldn’t figure out what I needed. And I wasn’t satisfied.

Husband said “Maybe you didn’t need anything, maybe you’re not hungry” And then I paused for a moment and realised… It’s true! I wasn’t hungry at all!

And his words reminded me of something Richard Rudd said regarding Gene Key 35’s Shadow of Hunger. I probably wasn’t hungry for food. But craving for light. Like high-frequency energy.

I mean, before that, I was already emotionally affected by my money wound, and self-doubt regarding partnerships and communities.

So my cells were probably craving light as nutrients to counter those feelings. Plus the feeling got worse when husband played a Korean show on Netflix that was about money scarcity and there were lots of violence (hello, not-so-nice energies).

Soul family and sisterhood wounds

So I left him to it and went back to continue the Gene Keys course materials. In one of the videos, they were explaining the term ‘Synarchy’. Which discusses how we meet our fractal family, our soul family, and work together towards a higher purpose.

“Synarchy — The universal principle through which collective intelligence naturally aligns itself in perfect harmony with all that is.” — genekeys.com

It was here that the wounds around groups and sisterhood surfaced. All my life I’ve always felt like I couldn’t fit in even though I was part of many groups. In the past, there were many times when I wonder, ‘where are my people?’

It felt uncomfortable as I continue with the materials. I brushed it off at first unconsciously, until I realised that I’ve been dismissing it. And that is not how I want to do things.

I loveeeee shadow work and diving deep into myself.

So I decided to look at the shadow in the eyes and allow it to just be. I used the Gene Keys approach (Contemplation — Inquiry — Gentleness — Patience) and I felt better, more integrated by the end of the day.

Pregnancy hormones vs Inner transformations

In the middle of it all, there was a moment when my husband noticed that I had a serious face on and he couldn’t continue watching his show. So he came to hug me and shower me with love, which resulted in tears flowing out from the all the emotions and thoughts I was having.

He commented that it’s amazing how pregnant women become more emotional in the third trimester, especially with the baby coming soon.

That got me thinking… I’ve read that women get more emotional during pregnancy because of the hormones right? And what if my emotional roller coaster was because of me working with the Gene Keys as well?

After all, transformations that result from working with the Gene keys go alllll the way to the cellular level. And if changes occurred at the cellular level (transforming my shadow into the higher gift frequencies) it’ll affect the chemistry in my body as well. Like how hormones affect the chemistry in my body.

Some context: The 64 Gene Keys correspond to the 64 codons in our genetic codes. And each corresponds to different amino acids and signals programming our body. I won’t go into more details since it’s not my area of expertise.

I’d like to think that the pregnancy hormones, in preparation for my transition into the role of a mother, are working hand in hand with my shadow work, to transform my inner environment, my inner world.

I mean, after all, change starts with us if we want to change how we experience our outer life, how we live our lives.